Typical working day... send some mails to my colleagues..do that...do this...have u done it?..these are things I am not paid for..."Role based lead"... then my own work...server connectivity issues,Trio meetings,etc etc...Is there any meaning for all these? I do it well.From outside I may look like an expert.But I got no passion for this work I do.Absolutely no passion.Don't we hear often that we should do what we like to do? Then am I doing nothing? Am I the only one ? Does it really matter at all? I seriously get all negative answers for these questions.Something is wrong somewhere.I need to fix it.And I guess time is running short.And I am becoming increasingly weak.What is that I want to achieve ? I do not know it even now. That is a serious issue.I guess guys of my age know it. Haven't I done all the right things. Proved myself time and again.Then why am I not satisfied and contended
I need strength , I do not know where to get it from , but I have to grow up..I need to wake up.
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