Waiting...

I always hate waiting...waiting for anything may it be for bus,train,hospitals,some occurrence.But at this point of my life I am forced to wait for something of which the outcome is as clear as a misty winter morning of some hill station.Not sure what is ahead.This is something which have never happened before to me.Only thing that drives me is HOPE.Hope that I am honest to myself.Hope that I am not heading for some disaster.Because this time if I screw up...I screw up big time.I know like all other things destiny holds the key of all the questions.But even to know the answers, I need to make my moves.Moves which are not only difficult but also painful and unlike ME.All I need is a little bit of strength .(I am not even asking for any help).I know no one is reading this and thats how I want it to be.